I fully remembered. It was so hard when we met last time. Before we both finished our commitment for our projects. Before we could meet again for Comic Con. Both of us were hardly able to say anything. We were desperate to be together and truly miserable when apart. That’s the ultimate reason I decided to stay with him at Chateau Marmont. I need to be with him anytime I could. Being with Rob was the only thing I had in mind. Having him near me was all I need. In many ways, I knew it’s getting hard to stay away from him. His absence was the most torturing moment for me. He already became my drug. Just like Bella to Edward, Robert has been my personal brand of heroine.

Usually I didn’t write. But for him, I found it was not difficult to write something. He gave me his love note. It was remarkably wonderful. I knew he loves me. But reading his note about his feeling was another thing. So, I wrote one for him last night. This morning, I passed him my note. I wanted him to read it for me. He chuckled, gave me a warm hug then started to read my note with his husky voice and British accent I love very much.

It was thrilling moment. He lost his voice. He just stared at me. His eyes were darken. He took me back to his arm, caressed my cheek and with his trembled voice he said, “Kristen, I will do anything for us if I meant this much for you. Anything”. “I need you more than you can imagine”. He kissed me deeply. I could feel his commitment through his kiss. I trusted him. Robert is man of commitment. He showed me many times, that once he made his decision he would never retreat. One of his distinctive qualities that knocked my heart and made me irrevocably in love with him.

So when I left him, my heart was ballooning. We already stepped into a higher level. Soon, we could go out in public. A love couple. Me and my British gentleman. Robert Pattinson.

The wordings in the note came from “The love I found in you” by Jim Brickmann.
You could see the complete lyrics and listening to the song here

Whatever the true story behind the wide-spread pictures & newest gossip, my writings is just my point of view, my own analysis

Disclaimer: All photographs used in this blog were manips and belongs to rightful owners.

My heart was rejoicing. My love for Kristen was getting stronger day after day. It’s almost no boundaries. I was ready to shout to the world that she’s mine. Since we’re back together, we had a new routine ritual. We started our day with morning encounter. I almost neglected the paps and photographers. They could take my picture leaving Kristen’s house as much as they want everyday. This morning, following my rejoiced heart, I left a note I wrote the night before on her bed and I asked her to read it after I left. She chuckled and gave her warmest hug, kissed my lips softly before she whispered, “you’re still the guy I met 2 years ago, take care Rob. I’ll see you soon”.

What else I could say. There are so many reasons that made me love her. Few of them were poured out in my note for her.

I have a very strong desire, soon after the whole sagas completed, I could walk the street together with Kristen. I am desperately seeking for that moment. Moment that we could declare our relationship freely. Moment that we will be seen as a love couple. But for the upcoming days, I will enjoying every single time I have with Kristen to show her that she means a lot to me. That would be enough for now.

The wordings in the note came from my eternity favorite old song You’re the inspiration by Chicago. You could see the complete lyrics and listening to the song here

Whatever the true story behind the wide-spread pictures & newest gossip, my writings is just my point of view, my own analysis.

Disclaimer: All photographs used in this blog belongs to rightful owners.